Just the 2 of US

Feelings

2009-02-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

Sudden emotion
I miss You
Left the home that I belong to
Forsaking You
Searching high and low
Seeking for something
Just to come to realize what I seek is void
Come to think of it
What is the thing I seek?
Love?
Acceptance?
Power?
Money?
Status?
Blinded by the world temptation
Maybe what I seek is just around me

Father,

I seek for You, Your love.
I need visions for the future.
This is not a life I want, and I know it.
What is the purpose of me being here in this world?
Show me the way, the vision.
Let my heart have the peace of Yours.
Focus be upon You and not just the world and the temptation.
My flesh is weak.
I need Your strength.

Your lost child.

A nice song to share

2008-07-08T00:47:00.002+08:00

一个像夏天一个像秋天

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
转谁知道后来关系那么密切
自我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
音却总能把冬天变成了春天

网你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我揹你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节

如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心
我离不开Darling更离不开你

你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形象保密

Something is missing?

2008-07-07T21:13:00.002+08:00

见面少了
通话少了
互动少了
笑声少了

可是

友情依然在。
因为友情不是用多与少来衡量的。

Spending Quality Time

2008-05-08T02:35:00.005+08:00

Was supposed to go clubbing today but we ended up sitting outside The Central facing the river and chit chat...After alighting at Yishun MRT also chit chat...

Just want to say that i enjoy fellowshipping with you. Spending quality time chit chatting... Spending quality time with you is NOT a waste of time, and it will NEVER be a waste of time...

Cheers to friendship!

Abit regret

2008-03-31T13:12:00.000+08:00

I'm regretting that i didn't make an effort to ask u a second time if you wanna go for easter service.

sometime ago, i casually asked. But u said maybe not. So i was alittle afraid to ask again cause i don't want to be too pushy...

That being said. I realized that i'm so disappointed that i have this mindset. This make me the same as those who didn't ask me cause they thought i was not interested..

so sorry my friend. Still love you lots!

但愿能一世做朋友

2008-03-28T20:52:00.000+08:00

Booooohooohoooo... This blog seems to be abit dead... I shall write something to make it alive again... Wheeeehaaaaaaa...

Been emoing I guess... We are emo kids... Anyway, glad that you enjoyed the Easter service, quite sad that I didnt join you... hahaha... Nvm, that chance will come... Heeezz...

Lovers like to say If there's next life I hope to be with you again...
I shall say if there's next life I will still want to be friend of you again...

Lets try not to be so emo... hahaha... *cheers*

School , schedule

2008-01-13T03:39:00.000+08:00

School is gonna start on monday for me. After a 6 weeks break i don't really feel like going back to school. Don't know why? Used to quite look forward to school term. Perhaps it was the really stressful semester last sem. All the individual presentations and group projects. Thinking of it make me feel stress also..

Really hope this semester will not have so many projects like last sem. Almost one due in every 2-3 weeks. worse is 2-3 due in 1 week..

Anyway, something positive about the coming semester is some bitch is not in the same class as me and my clique.. Plus 1 girl that is v.slack is in different class for 2 modules. Hope will not kenna do project with the slack guy.. =X

Here is our schedule. So if i forget, i can check here..

Cherie
monday:2.30pm
tuesday: 3pm
wednesday: 2.30pm
thursday: 3pm
friday: 11am

Dai En
monday: 4pm
tuesday: 1pm
wednesday: 3pm or 5pm
thursday: 4pm

2008-01-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since we blog, mainly because we do not meet up as often as before. But i really believe we will still maintained good friendship with one another.

So touched by your "Forget those damnass that hurt you".
Indeed, i'm not so disappointed already as compared to the past. Just wanna move on in life.

<3 Cherie

bud bud 2008

2008-01-06T22:54:00.000+08:00

First entry of 2008 for this blog!!!

Written by Me, Toh Dai En.

2007 had passed. 2008 had come, it will mark another new level of our friendship.

Talking to you today is fun. It's really been a long time since we talk especially about church.

Just want to tell you: Forget those DamnAss that hurts you.

I will share half your burden for you and double your joy.

2007-12-18T14:14:00.000+08:00

Kayaking

2007-10-26T09:54:00.000+08:00

Went kayaking together with N339 last sunday with Dai and Lin.. Even though, dai was tired due to her attending a 24hr camp the day before, she still made an effort to come.. Had fun laughing at certain things.. Really love her company even if its just a day...

Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow

2007-10-10T03:56:00.001+08:00

We seem to know each other for ages, and indeed it’s been a long time since we know each other. First met should be when we are Secondary 2. During that period of almost 2 years we are close to each other; making troubles for XXX(You know who I’m referring to) *Grins*, long hours of chatting over the phone, skip service and cell group meeting together, emo together, gossiping, making sarcastic remarks, praying together and lastly wanting to grow stronger in God’s kingdom( but I think it kinda fail… ).

During secondary 4, we didn’t contact each other.

In 2005, we met again. Is it an Esther service or Christmas service??? Hahaha… Anyway, we still continue to make trouble for XXX, follow by YYY and lastly ZZZ. Gossiping is part of the routine job. We still skip service and cell group at times. Seeking after attention. I think there are several times, we are there yet we choose not to go in. Reasons: Can’t remember. Maybe just want to be rebellious.

In 2007, did we both backslide? Or am I the one only? Hahaha… Anyway it doesn’t matter. You managed to go back to God trying to grab me along. Seriously speaking, I got the desire to go back. However, there seems to be a lot obstacle stopping me. Maybe, I’m still not ready for it. I’m still finding the cell group or church that I can fit into.

Now, both of us are not attending service. The desire of going service is still there. Awaiting for that moment. Which moment? I’m not sure.

Future, let it be we supporting each other to grow strong in God’s kingdom.

<3>

2007-10-08T20:45:00.000+08:00

Nice blogskin. I changed mine too. Actually is changed by lin.
Anyway, i like this blogskin. hahaha...
Patrick and spongebob is cute.

They are buddies so are we!!!

For my Buddy

2007-10-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

Somehow i can't seem to describe the kind of feelings i have whenever we meet up. Its a kind of feeling that emotes afew emotions running at the same time. Its like an invisible bond that is there even if we don't talk much.

Happy that you are back safe and sound.. And most importantly, you've enjoyed yourself and gain new experiences to share with people around you.

A new semester is gonna start soon, continue to work hard and strive for better grades.

*smilez

vietnam

2007-10-01T01:52:00.000+08:00

Im back from Vietnam. Many things happened, i miss you. There are fun, new friends, conflicts and so much feelings( sad, anger and joy). So much to share and complain to you. Show u some of the pics i took using my camera. Update you with more pics when i get them. Hahaha...

2007-09-05T13:46:00.000+08:00

Another semester have just started for me.. Daidai is on holiday and she is going for her Vietnam trip soon.. Hope everything will go well for her as she is the SL..

Happy for her that she get to go for the trip.. As previously, heard that she need to pay extra. But now as a SL. the charges is waived.. Thank God..

School is 5days per week.. 4 days of 9am class.. Freaking tired..

Admire

2007-08-31T23:33:00.000+08:00

Let me ask you a question. When you see a physically/mentally challenge person what will you feel and think about them? For me, I will feel that they are very pity

Blessing Blessing More Blessing

2007-08-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

Realize that this blog had not been updated for quite sometime. Let me Revive it with some good testimonial of mine. :D I got 3 great news to share!!!

1. I'm going Vietnam trip as a student leader. This means i will not have to pay the extra $300
Glad to be given such a chance cause normally those that are chosen as SLs their result are commonly quite good, but mine is like onli GPA 2.5 yet I'm chosen. Anyway I'm not the plan A, but still happy to get the job as SLs.
2. Daddy had given US$100 for my expenses in Vietnam, this is something that going to help me a lot as i got many things to buy for Vietnam using my August pay, this will means that i will not have extra money to spend on the trip. Thanks to God's blessing i will be able to have this money to spent on the trip
3. I got a pay rise!!! Now I will be getting $8/hour. :D I believe that this pay rise its gonna help me in my future, cause my pocket money have always been little, finally with this pay rise i will be able to get something i like.

Daien

Sharing

2007-08-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. There are times where I'm quite apprehensive to share because i don't know what the outcome will be, as in what your views of things and people will be. Don't really wanna spoil the image of certain things or give you a very negative feeling. But then again, you are one of the very few that can understand and don't give me "holy" lectures. And i also think that you've matured quite abit to handle such things that I've got to share. =D

Well, shared abit more just now over dinner with you. All along it wasn't picture perfect but i seem to have made things alittle too good to be true. Today i told you about the ugly side of the picture, and was quite relieved to have done so, as you just listened to me...

Honestly recently feel quite affected by the "ugly picture" but didn't tell anyone about it as i don't want to spoil people's view on the picture...

流浪天涯。只因找不到落脚处。有谁要收留我 ? This is how I'm feeling now.

Anyway HAPPY 19 Birthday!!!

老婆

2007-08-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

Was listening to S.H.E song 老婆 now. Their friendship with one another is so strong, and i must admit that i'm envious of them. Imagine we can no longer use 朋友 and 姐妹 to describe our friendship. Let us learn to accomodate each other and share our life encounter with one another.
May our friendship is as strong as theirs.

NDP 07

2007-07-31T10:51:00.000+08:00

National Day is coming, but don't really feel the spirit of National Day.
The song doesn't captivates me. Think last year song is still better. Previous years one also better... LOL

National Day is coming...
Someone's birthday is also approaching..

<3

Dai so BYL

2007-07-25T00:28:00.000+08:00

/faint read dai's blog.. Quite BYL

Well, but its true that her bday is approaching. Hope to be able to have a meal with her on that day.

LOVE SINGAPORE

2007-07-15T23:20:00.000+08:00

WOOOOOOOSSSSH!!!

Let me do some blogging on what is my latest news here. Recently i had been devoting my saturday for NDP(national day parade) as a usher. Even though its something quite tough, i still very enjoy it.

Yesterday i finally got a chance to be in the "stadium" for the show. I took my pledge and sang the national anthem with the people present(mainly the primary 5 kids), it's been long since i ever did that, and im like WOW. At that moment i really feel very touched and feel very proud of my nationality. I'm touched because of the clips being shown with the fireworks as background. I must admit the atmosphere is something special. One of my friend even teared.

LOVE SINGAPORE MY NATION.
DAI EN

Lost

2007-07-11T22:48:00.001+08:00

Feel so lost!

=((

<3 Cherie

Meet Up

2007-06-29T00:23:00.000+08:00

With Ariel @ Subway

After meet up with aRieL we walked around Suntec for awhile before deciding where to go.
Went to "Pei Fang's Cafe" to chill.

Actually some of them wanted to go clubbing or to a bar.
But i was wearing shorts and ann was wearing slippers...
AND Wen Jie is not 18 yet!! Hahaha.. We shall go another day!
Perhaps to Velvet dragon when my friend ask me?
She got membership card.

Sicked

2007-06-26T16:41:00.000+08:00

I was sicked for almost the whole of last week!
After the dinner with Jean, Fang & Candice i fell sick the next day with fever, sore throat.
Too much pan crusted garlic and cholatey things??

Sicked from Wed-Friday. Missed school from Tues to thurs.. Terrible.

Sick

2007-06-23T13:56:00.000+08:00

I'm sick!!!

I think i'm weak, just by going a cycling trip to Pulau Ubin made me down with fever, sore throat and cough. Luckily, i'm recovering now. :) Anyway, my trip to Pulau Ubin is fun even though only a small grp of 7 went. Let's go Pulau Ubin cycle one day. hahaha.. Hopefully, i won't be sick after the trip like this time round.

Show u some of the pics i took:

Photos

2007-06-19T17:07:00.001+08:00

Just realised that only with this group of friends, then we take crazy photos.

Dai En is here to blog!!!

2007-06-16T01:42:00.000+08:00

Wahahahahah... I'm here to blog cause Cherie asked me to do so... Kekeke....

Met up with Cherie just now to have a early celebration of her birthday. I made her a card and we went pitstop cafe with Ann, Fang, Dor and WJ. I love the game dog and bone.( I think thats what it's called.. wahahhaa) We spent 1.5 hrs playing that!!! It's been a long time ever since we enjoyed such a fellowship with each other.

It's a happy day today and the cake we bought for Cherie tasted fantastic! hahaha...

Here's some photo we took:

2007-06-12T22:45:00.000+08:00

As long as we have memories, yesterday remains.

As long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits.

As long as we have friendship, today is beautiful.

Spending time with you is always special.

thanks for the great moment we have shared and the moments to come.

<3 Cherie

2007-06-11T11:42:00.000+08:00

<3 Cherie

mummy is great

2007-06-11T02:06:00.001+08:00

I'm reading a friend blog and i'm just so touched of what she had blog about how much she love her mummy and how much her mummy love the home.

And she quoted the lyrics from a song which i feel that it's just so true. I'm lazy to type out the lyrics, so not going to show it. I shall briefly explain it. It talk about the mother working so hard to maintain the home with just one reason; she love the family. Only with love everyhing become possible. Only with love miracles happen. Indeed a mother's love is great.

<3 daien

2007-06-09T09:43:00.000+08:00

Cherie,

I love you too. You are really very sweet to create this blog just because i say i want a blog for both of us to share about our life. Just want to say love you super duper alot. Our friendship had lasted for almost 5yrs! I believe we can continue to grow our friendship deeper and stronger. :)

我只想要说神对我太善良，因为我这一路走来都有你的陪伴，也因为有你我变得更坚强。

Anyway, even though we had not met so often this few months, this doesn't mean i had forgotten about you or don't love you anymore. I still love you as much as before and learnt to treasure you even more.

A Lots of Love<3
Dai En

Something special is awaiting for you. <3

For My Buddy- Dai En

2007-06-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

For My Buddy- Dai En

Its been quite some time since i last met up with Dai, think got about 3-4 weeks?Really miss her so much, all the time spent talking,sharing, eating, playing together.

To Dai En:

I LOVE YOU! From the bottom of my heart...There may be times where we disagree on certain issues, but we never let that affect us.You have always been there to talk and share with me my joy and unhappiness..Thank God for a buddy like you